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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist themuffinyamber15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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WrongIf I was perfect, would you love me then?  Straight A's, every free minute of my time devoted to cleaning..  Maybe then, you wouldn't smoke as much.  And you wouldn't be dying.  I don't want Daddy to hate me because I killed his wife.  No need to say anything, I know it's all my fault.  Everybody would've been better off if I had never existed.  You wouldn't have to worry about your health,  Or paying for your spoiled daughter.  
You wouldn't have fights with Daddy about me.  I wouldn't be in the way of your happy life. Wrong
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ConfusedI don't know what to think anymore  Angry or happy,  You decide.  I'm trapped,  
Buckled nice and tight  Into a roller coaster  going 90 mph  And I want to get off  Before I throw up  But that's what you're waiting for  And I've decided to just give in,  Before you tighten and tighten  Until I suffocate to death  You've broken me  Isn't this what you've always wanted? Confused
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Will I Ever Be?Never good enough  I don't pick the right friends  I don't say the right things  I can't ever just SHUT UP  I don't look the way you want me to  I don't wear the right clothes  I don't help out around the house  I don't help your health  I'm not as smart as I should be  I'm disrespectful  Disobedient  Ungrateful  Senseless  Uncaring  Selfish  Self-Centered  Snobby  Slutty  
... Never good enough.  Never have been, never will be. Will I Ever Be?
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Fade AwayIf I left everyone alone  Nobody would notice  Maybe they'd think that it's just gotten quieter  But at least it'd be more peaceful  Sure, one or two people would be worried at first  But it'd eventually go away  Because secretly they all don't care  As I've said dozens of times before,  I'm just a waste of space and time  But nobody's noticed that either  Not that I'm worth the attention  Just a newspaper article ready to happen  I'm wasting away  In perfect grades and disappointments...  Fading away would provide a break for everyone  Including myself. Fade Away
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Tue May 23, 2006, 5:57 AM
Hey all. =)

Okay, so school's going to be over in 2 weeks. Sorry, I haven't been here, but I just didn't have the time. Yes, I'm keeping up a 4.0. I have 3 projects due in the same week though, so I'm going to be busting my ass to get them done then I'll try to start being active on here again. I browsed through the forums and I was horrified at the sight of NO familiar forumers. Where have they all gone? They were all these NEW people... Thinking they're just the shit.

Well. German's going good for me. I'm pretty good at it, so if you speak some try to make conversation with me! I want to see how I'll do.

My boyfriend and I's One Year Anniversary is this weekend. =) I remember this time last year when I had the hugest crush on him. It seems so unreal. A whole year. =D We're going to dinner and the mall and stuff. Just out having fun. GODSMACK is coming here. =) I'd better go. So far I've only seen 36 Crazyfists, Twelve Tribes, Drowning Pool, and now hopefully Godsmack.. I also heard something about Lynyrd Skynyrd but that's probably a lie. So yeah. Send me a note or something someone, let me know what's going on in dA now.
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@quickdraw Nov 22, 2008, 7:54:58 AM
I doubt you'll ever be back, but we still miss you.

:heart:

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@quickdraw Aug 17, 2007, 4:26:23 PM
I still remember you, Amber.

I hope life is treating you well.

:heart:

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Mood: Miserable ^StJoan May 21, 2007, 5:41:09 AM
come baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

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`roguewolf19 looks so Balla.
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@quickdraw Jan 10, 2007, 7:13:53 AM
Are you ever going to come back?

:sniff:

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`Rubycored Oct 15, 2006, 1:15:13 PM
:( :heartbreaker:

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`nosugarjustanger Oct 1, 2006, 3:50:10 AM
Muffin. :( How come we don't see you in the forums anymore?

Come back!

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@quickdraw Apr 27, 2006, 6:16:46 AM
I hope you are doing well, Amber. I miss seeing you around #hell and the forums.

:tears:

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~White-Wolfen Apr 5, 2006, 12:40:01 PM
:poke: Hello! :D

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`demonlight Mar 29, 2006, 8:51:28 AM
Meow?

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`Rubycored Dec 24, 2005, 12:07:40 PM
Merry Christmas to fellow Forumers :wave:

:heart::horns:

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